hey

hey peeps,

so nothin' much has been goin' on lately except for drama... that shyt is gettin' old fast! but yea... so i'm on fone wit my baby. so yea, sorry i haven't written in here in a while but i gotta myspace now.

the link is http://www.myspace.com/your_black_rose

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taint3d_ang3l

R.E.A.L.I.Z.A.T.I.O.N.

I realized something today... you can have a true love and first love but it doesn't automatically mean that your gonna either marry them or have to lose them... because when you love someone you always want them near you and you don't want to ever fight with them and/or lose them... some people fall in love and never get married because the can't ever seem to get their shyt together...

I realize this today when i was looking back on all my past relationships to see what has gone wrong and try to figure out why i can't seem to get a boyfriend... I can get any girl's attention but the wrong boys...

its seems to me that I can only get the "Billy Badass" kid's attention

that's not what i want. I keep dwelling on the past and i need to stop but it just keeps coming back and haunting me... i mean with everything that has happened with me lately idk what to do anymore

<3 taint3d_ang3l

I wanna go to michigan!!!

your such a loser for reading this...

I guess that makes me an even bigger loser bc i wrote this but I have an excuse and you don't! HA!

la lalalalala lalala lala la

i got an mp3 player and a dvd player for xmas! yay!!!

tainted angel

there is no you there is only me

there is no you there is only me

there is no you there is only me

how could you

how could you

how could you

why?

why?!

why?!!

The Next

one minute I wish to forget all about you
while the next i want to be in your arms.

I want to punch you in the face
the next i want to hug and kiss you

i want you to feel the pain
the next i want you to be the one that makes it go away

I want to run from you and never see you again
the next I want to run into your arms and never fight again

I want to delete you from my life
the next I want to rewrite you back into my heart again

I want to show you all
the next I'm too scared to show

a vampire child
a dancing beauty queen
a dead forgotten soul
a wasted cowgirl
a drunk prom queen
a tainted angel

these are all that I am...
and what i feel i am 

for I am me and always will be

please except me as I am...
I don't want to change again

hottie with a

body